i am so down

My 3 days continuous exam had finally come to an end. The first two papers were OK, should not be a problem. Who knows, the last paper i had this morning made me got no mood for this coming summer holiday. I have got screw up in the exam. I never have this kind of feeling before as i am really worry about whether i can get it pass or not. I got totally no idea what i have done in the exam, i could not do most of the questions, even calculations and theories. This is so f**k up. I hate this kind of matter happen to me because i can't even put a big smile on my face although i finished my exam. I am smiling but i am not happy. What to do, everything will tell on 1 Dec 2008. Stop thinking of that! Anyway, there is still another assignment left to complete. I have to do better for this one.

my pay back

Finally, i got my first payment for my salary yesterday. $202.50 for the first 2 weeks pay which is 13.5 hours. After i checked on my record, it supposed to be 15.5 hours. My 2 hours are gone. Anyway, i will solve it soon. I am currently stop working for 2 weeks until 3 nov. exam exam exam and ASSignment.

Library life goes on.

ah yang gtg to library now. See ya. Have a nice day :D

the special guest

I received a sms from the special guess yesterday afternoon. The sms said: I am going to Melbourne tonight, can i stay at your place for a night? I called back immediately and asked for it. Ahuh? Are you serious? Yes, she was.

She came all the way from Tasmania to Melbourne just to enrol the IELTS exam at Monash University. Luckily, the enrolment went well.

She arrived last night and left by tonight. The flight was 7:05pm and we were still at my friend's place celebrating someone birthday at 5:20pm. But anyway, she reached at the airport on time but the check-in counter was closed and her flight got delayed by an hour.

Lao Lao arh, Priscilla. Wahahaha

a tough fortnight to go through

2 weeks = 14 days = 392 hours are not enough for me.

Everything doesn't go too well as what i have expected. I need to cope with 3 papers and 1 big assignment. I got screw up with the situation now. I got totally no idea now. I need more time, please.

a dying man

Do something that you're interested, you enjoy it.

Do something that you are understand, you can handle it.

Do something that you are not interested, it is hateful and reluctant to do it. But, who cares!!!

Finally, my assignment got done and submitted this morning. I was struggling to complete it over the past few days in every minute. No game, no movie, totally no entertainment. Hate assignment at the moment as there is another big assignment coming soon. Can't even think of the topic for the coming assignment. Topic, topic, topic. I need to get a topic relates to ecological sustainable development features in building.

Tonight got a party but unfortunately i am working on Saturday shift. This is why i prefer to work in weekdays therefore i can get full time of relaxation in weekend. But i can't choose what shift i want to do. 3 days for 20 hours, this is exhausted and the legs never stop moving in the 20 hours. Anyway, i am enjoying my job now. But exam is coming pretty soon which is the end of the October, i might cut down my shift or stop for one to two weeks. If not, i am going to be a dying man.

happy b'day to i v y l e e

When the first time she drove me to table tennis training after the red cresent meeting...

Something bad happened,

At first, i was suspecting her driving skill especially just got the pass after few days i guess. Just as expected, accident!!! hehe. That day, i supposed to be at table tennis training center but ended up in volley ball court. It was because accident happened and she crashed with the car in front. She was chatting with someone and i forgot if that was me or not. Hopefully not!*should be mei yi* . I felt so paiseh because i was the one who asked her to send me to table tennis training. During consulting with the other driver, someone was passing by with a beep hon "Beep Beep". He was Peter! LOL He also could not do much thing and then left us. The crashed car was parking at school and not dare to drive home at that moment.

I am so sorry about that. But there was a thing that i could not understand which was i realised that that xin was not in the car on that day, so impossible to be so unlucky.... But think positively, let say if xin was in the car, she might crash another 3 to 4 cars in front. :D

Nowadays, she always nudge me on msn. ESPECIALLY when she is bored during the working day hours. hehehe

Anyway, happy birthday to i v y l e e, ah k i a p , yi ji e mei, mo nkey and or a ngik.


This is the birthday cake for you. Hope you like it. Happy Birthday ! !!


* an orange flavor cake with 22 candles on it*

deep inside my heart

Digging hard and deep into my heart....


I found that there are too many things to concern and complete.


2 assignments and 3 Final Exam in a month.

Still unable to get fully understand on what the lecturers speak.

Need to improve my listening and speaking.

Find a new house/apartment for next semester.

Need to settle down in the new working environment.

Question about my next futsal performance on Saturday.

Lacking of fitness.

Goals are needed indeed.

Miss my home and friends badly.

When should i come back to Melbourne next year?

Where should i go after doing degree?

Should i work or do master first?

Where should i work?

Is my parents allow me to go for master?


Where are you, my sweetheart?


And, the last one.

*secret* (too heavy to dig)