So many things happened in so little time and we have to learn to expect the unexpected in life indeed.
I met a special girl. There were happy and sad moments but i would only remember those happiness that we had spent together. Although it was really short period of time but this is what i never experience before and i bet this is what we called love. It was really sweet though. I was thinking about you, thinking about me, thinking about us, where we gonna be but it was only just a dream now. It came so close at once but we didn't manage to make it in the end. Everything happens for a reason. Unfortunately, you told me you were not going to tell me the remaining part of your story and you just walked away not even turning back with a glance. This was hurt and it is still hurt because it happened just too sudden. I have to remove the habit of missing you everyday, although this is beyond my control but at least i am trying hard right now because i know you are not going to miss me anymore. I know i have to move on. I am still learning, growing to be more stronger and leading myself to the brighter path. But indeed, i need some more time to recover. And i tell myself i am going to stand up stronger each time after i failed.
Another disaster crashed in my study. I got to make a tough decision. Things always go wrong as unexpected. Seem like a decision to make, but i don't really have the choice. I have to choose either not to break my parents' heart or scarify my time. In the end, i chose not to break their heart because i understand how pain it is. The whole plan isn't goes smoothly as what i have planned and expected. But i got no choice now. Now, this is the only plan.
Life is about making decisions. Most of the time, you have the chance to make choices, but sometimes you don't. This is not the end of the world. Many people in this world had lost their families, homes and lives due to the natural disasters, and i am just losing a broken heart. Fall seven times, stand up eight! I got to keep moving on ...
I met a special girl. There were happy and sad moments but i would only remember those happiness that we had spent together. Although it was really short period of time but this is what i never experience before and i bet this is what we called love. It was really sweet though. I was thinking about you, thinking about me, thinking about us, where we gonna be but it was only just a dream now. It came so close at once but we didn't manage to make it in the end. Everything happens for a reason. Unfortunately, you told me you were not going to tell me the remaining part of your story and you just walked away not even turning back with a glance. This was hurt and it is still hurt because it happened just too sudden. I have to remove the habit of missing you everyday, although this is beyond my control but at least i am trying hard right now because i know you are not going to miss me anymore. I know i have to move on. I am still learning, growing to be more stronger and leading myself to the brighter path. But indeed, i need some more time to recover. And i tell myself i am going to stand up stronger each time after i failed.
Another disaster crashed in my study. I got to make a tough decision. Things always go wrong as unexpected. Seem like a decision to make, but i don't really have the choice. I have to choose either not to break my parents' heart or scarify my time. In the end, i chose not to break their heart because i understand how pain it is. The whole plan isn't goes smoothly as what i have planned and expected. But i got no choice now. Now, this is the only plan.
Life is about making decisions. Most of the time, you have the chance to make choices, but sometimes you don't. This is not the end of the world. Many people in this world had lost their families, homes and lives due to the natural disasters, and i am just losing a broken heart. Fall seven times, stand up eight! I got to keep moving on ...
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