decision

We make decisions throughout our life. In fact, we need knowledge and determination to make decision. We have seen plenty of life experiences, be able to differentiate what is right or wrong and also capable of looking for the best solution to solve problems.

When thing comes to it depends, there is no solution. Normally, it is either choosing between left or right but it seems so hard to choose one of the ways. Indeed, we have to consider lots of the factors that affecting the decision making.

So, what is the best solution? It depends. Therefore we can only find the best suitable decision according to that particular time regarding on that particular situation. Any of the solution is only one of the ways to solve the existed problem but we can’t guarantee if it is a right or wrong decision. Time will tell. Again, it depends. This is because every different situation has too many factors affecting the decision making and also gives influence to determination. Therefore, certain theories can apply to this situation but not on the other situations, as every single situation is unique. Again, it depends.

Unless, someone can tells you that which path is the correct one. But unfortunately, there is no one.

hope

When there is a hope, we start to believe it again. Even though we know it might fall again but we would still like to give it a try. No matter how hard we try, we may fall 100 times but we just need 1 time to get success. Hope always gives us the motivation and courage to keep trying. But how do we know if it is worthwhile. So, sometimes it is good if we get to know how the story ends at the beginning.

Sometimes, it is different on what we read in our mind and what we see in our heart. Deep inside the heart, we want to do it this way, but there is always an objection in our mind to stop us. In fact, my mind tells me to give up, but my heart won't let me. Therefore, do we actually listen to our heart or follow on what what our mind are thinking about.

Anyway, make small decisions with your brain, but huge decisions with your heart.

don't quit

When things go wrong as they sometimes will
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill
When the funds are low and the debts are high
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh

When care is pressing you down a bit
Rest, if you must, but don't quit

Life is queer with its twists and turns
As everyone of us sometimes learns
And many failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out
Don't give up though the pace seems slow
You may succeed with another blow

Success is failure turned inside out
The silver tints of the clouds of doubt
And you can never tell how close you are
It may be near when it seems so far

So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit

little sun, star and moon

Once upon a time

Little sun and star are good partners

They chat happily and encouraging each others

Gradually

Little sun realized that his feeling toward the star was beyond friend

By the time little sun perceived it

Little sun found out that star had fallen in love with the moon

Unfortunately ...

No wonder the little sun and the star cannot occur at the same time

* Copied from PK's blog *

i will be fine

I will mind
How am I going to say good night if you aren't beside me
Not afraid waiting in the lonely night
I can see the memories shaking secretly
So, I will mind
Listening to a heart accompany me in a daze
Not afraid waiting in the lonely night
I can see the memories shaking secretly

I know you are not here
I can learn not to rely on you
You are so close in the sweet memories
But I can be independent
Love you
I know love is existed
There is no foggy area in my heart
The sun light in the wheat field
And the wind that we were familiar with
I will be fine

unhappy

So many things happened in so little time and we have to learn to expect the unexpected in life indeed.

I met a special girl. There were happy and sad moments but i would only remember those happiness that we had spent together. Although it was really short period of time but this is what i never experience before and i bet this is what we called love. It was really sweet though. I was thinking about you, thinking about me, thinking about us, where we gonna be but it was only just a dream now. It came so close at once but we didn't manage to make it in the end. Everything happens for a reason. Unfortunately, you told me you were not going to tell me the remaining part of your story and you just walked away not even turning back with a glance. This was hurt and it is still hurt because it happened just too sudden. I have to remove the habit of missing you everyday, although this is beyond my control but at least i am trying hard right now because i know you are not going to miss me anymore. I know i have to move on. I am still learning, growing to be more stronger and leading myself to the brighter path. But indeed, i need some more time to recover. And i tell myself i am going to stand up stronger each time after i failed.

Another disaster crashed in my study. I got to make a tough decision. Things always go wrong as unexpected. Seem like a decision to make, but i don't really have the choice. I have to choose either not to break my parents' heart or scarify my time. In the end, i chose not to break their heart because i understand how pain it is. The whole plan isn't goes smoothly as what i have planned and expected. But i got no choice now. Now, this is the only plan.

Life is about making decisions. Most of the time, you have the chance to make choices, but sometimes you don't. This is not the end of the world. Many people in this world had lost their families, homes and lives due to the natural disasters, and i am just losing a broken heart. Fall seven times, stand up eight! I got to keep moving on ...

manchester

Time flies, I have already spent 9 months in manchester. I have settled down in Salford and also successfully get a part time job in vermillion restaurant. Everything is good at the moment and i can still enjoy my study life until next june. I am planning to travel more places around in europe and may be US. But due to insufficient time and poor timetable of the classes, so all the plans have to put on hold. I will try my best to make them happens anyway.

good bye melbourne

It's about to close the chapter of Melbourne, several hours left to be on Kangaroo's land. First of all, I am glad i have completed my degree study with second honours 2A and looking forward for the new chapter. I am happy to see my family here to attend my graduation and we had a wonderful holiday although it was just about a week trip. We had been to Victoria Market, Mornington, Ballarat, Habour Town, Ethihad Stadium, Smith Street, etc. Unfortunately we could not make a trip to Great Ocean Road due to lack of time.

Once again, it's time to say good bye to all my beloved friends who entertained me for the past two years. Looking forward for the next meet up, i do hope this is not too far away and am trying to organize a gathering on next January.

Good bye RMIT, Punt Hill Apartment, South Kensington, Mesh Restaurant, QV, Melbourne Central, etc...

Good Bye Melbourne.

road to manchester

Finally, I got the offer from Salford University for next year February intake. I can't hide the happiness indeed but i will definitely miss Kch once again as i go back only for 4 weeks. That is kind of too fast and this will be the second year i can't celebrate Chinese New Year in Kch. Anyway, i hope the application for Visa to would not go into very complicated as i have not much time to deal with it. Once again, congratulation to myself. Road to Manchester is wide open now. Good Luck!

closing chapter

Time flies, i have graduated from RMIT as a degree holder of Construction Management. Unfortunately, i can't get the first class honour butt i am still satisfy with the overall result. Two more days, my parents and sister are coming from Malaysia, i haven't really plan where to bring them, there are only sovereign hill and mornington penisula in my mind so far, will figure out more places to go later. Anyway, i am glad to see them again and can't wait to go home : )

I have met a lots of great friends here and i find that leaving them is the saddest thing ever! Some of them are even just getting more close this year or final semester. Uni mates and futsal buddy from different states in Malaysia.... I will definitely miss thursday half price pizza in lygon street, Freddo's durian ice cream and every saturday futsal game in south kensington. Other than that, i enjoyed working in Mesh Restaurant and my supervisors and colleagues are all treated me nicely. I am heading back for a dinner buffet with my family on this coming saturday.

I am the luckiest one as i don't have to begin my job career after this, i am going to further my studies for master in United Kingdom. I appreciate that. Hope the application goes smoothly so that i could land myself in Manchester next year.

My chapter in Melbourne is coming to an end, although the desire that draw me to United Kingdom is far beyond to stay in Melbourne but i will definitely gonna miss this place so much. Once again, i appreciate that i got the options to choose. There are another ten more days left and lead me to the new chapter of my life.